Author Archives: ltrainlane

I haven’t watched a single New York Giants game this year….the incompetency from ownership all the way down to the players is beyond pathetic. I’ve been a fan for 45 years…this is the worst it’s been since the mid-to-late ‘70’s…this team has no sense of direction, and they are truly unwatchable. Poetic justice would beContinue reading “8 years of lousy football….i’ve had enough.”

I had an incredible moment of clarity with my therapist this week. As we were discussing my issues in how I process and work through my mistakes, she helped me to wrap my brain around something that I’ve always known as factual, but I have never been able to accept about myself. When it comesContinue reading “guilt, shame and confusion.”

What I learned from my Facebook-one-day-return-and-leave experience from yesterday….. It was nice to reconnect with people, but I still prefer not being on there, at least not on a regular basis; I’m glad that the blog now has a bigger audience; Zuckerberg still gets the last laugh, as I have to keep the account openContinue reading “perhaps you thought i was kidding?”

Thank you, Jaco. One of the things that drives me absolutely fucking crazy…I’m a passionate musician…there’s a big difference between this and being a show off or an attention whore. During my online-free summer, I’ve been truly blessed to play with the Ryan Forrester Band. This is truly all about the music – I sayContinue reading “three views of a secret.”

Reconnection Communication Laughter Sunshine Friendship Determination Perseverance ANBESOL. (Thanks, Invisalign.)

I decided to go to ‘the dark side’ (Facebook) to clean up my friends list, in the event that I ever decide to go back on a regular basis…while I was there, I figured, “What the heck – put the blog link out there!” so people know that I’m still here (somebody actually asked ifContinue reading “the L train is accepting new passengers.”

Is it wrong that my smile looks better when I’m wearing the Invisalign trays than it does without them?

I signed back off of Instagram this morning. As nice as it was to hear from my friends, it still made me feel stressed being back on there, as the feelings of exclusion started to creep back in. Not sure if or when I’ll go back, as I felt this Incredible sense of calmness theContinue reading “the toe is back out…”

Confidence Creativity Patience Compassion Humor Focus Clarity FORGIVENESS

I went back on Instagram. Nice pictures, happy people. I’ll see how it goes.