taking that first step.

Yesterday was a memorable day.

It started with me singing karaoke last night.

This took place as a work-sponsored event, plus it gave me the chance to catch up with some colleagues who I have not seen in a while.

It was fun to “knock some rust off the pipes” singing a couple of songs I know (Sinatra, Tony Bennett, Stevie Wonder), and a couple I kinda know (Queen – Under Pressure).

Ironically, I felt no pressure at all, as everyone was there solely to have a nice time and some great camaraderie. It was a nice way to do something musical without “doing something musical”…..still not in the mindset of playing gigs, but there’s a little bit of light at the end of the tunnel.

After I got home, I had a chance to talk with a friend who recently lost their daughter in a car accident. It was the first time we’ve had a chance to connect since it happened, and I could feel the heartbreak and sorrow in each and every word. We only talked briefly, but they told me about a project that they hope to do as a way of remembering their daughter. Hearing this news was very inspiring, as it gave me a clearer perspective on how to push forward even when I don’t see or feel the motivation to do so.

As I’m trying to maintain a relationship with my daughter Lauryn (still an uphill battle), and trying to find that missing musical spark, yesterday was one of those days I will never forget.

To my friend and their family, I continue to keep you in my thoughts each and every day, and I have the utmost love and respect for you. Thank you for having the courage and perseverance to take that first step, and for helping me to do the same.